I went through tough times before in my 43 years of life on this planet. But nothing is compared to losing my oldest son back 2021. Nothing could have prepared me for that phone call I got on that day. In this life it seems it's destine that we will face hardship. We will come face to face with the hard truth of life. YOU WILL GO THROUGH SOME SHXT. It's inevitable unfortunately. But what one must do to get through the troubled waters of life?. Who do we talk too, who do we run too?. Well, no matter what we must KEEP GOING. They say order to get through the fire you don't stop. Keep going through it. When life happens and it will, you can't stop. Not for a little bit. That's one mistake I made. I stopped. I didn't keep going. Even though I stopped for a quick second, still that quick second was too long. I got too stationary. Some of you may say “Well, sometimes you have to slow down and regroup”. Yes that true but the keyword is SLOW DOWN. You see I stopped!. And when that happened, all other shxt started to happen. Honestly, I gave up for a moment. Because I didn't know what to do in those moments. For the first time in my life I was losted. My spirit was broken. I was going through my own version of HELL. I felt life the GODS took their hands of me. I was trying to piece together my soul. Because it was shattered. I was asking the universe is this my karma?. I know I did some questionable things but I can asure I never hurted anyone. And if I did why not take my life?. Why allow this to happen to my son and his friends?. I mean, I was asking ALL kinds of questions. Life will life. The storm will come eventually. It come as a hurricane, tornado, or tropic depression. Some storms you'll walk through, run through or you'll have to sit and wait it out. But no matter what never stop. You have to keep going. Your purpose is in important. Your goals are waiting to be accomplished. Until the day our lease is up in this life, WE MUST KEEP GOING. LIFE IS GOING TO LIFE!. - CED WYNEZ